Tuesday, July 17, 2007
sitting at a corner.. thinking looking, so many thing happening..in juz one class room..
anybody saw me? yar there is but i choose to be ignored..for my brain to think
felt so stupid useless i noe nth..i onli noe tt i dunno..
i wan to help but afraid that it will get worse..
it turn out to be all my fault as what i think..
glad to noe that after thinking i will try to help..
dun scold me i will cry and hurt myself
dun force me, i dunwan to do anything that will hurt myself [who cares? iznt it]
holding so tight hopping that it will bleed..
hopping that the blood will flow out with my fear..
i am a bad girl iam evil..
sometime how i hope tt everything could be juz so simple..
sitting at a corner looking..
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around icecream @ 8:16 PM;